I miss you

Malam ku tidur tak lena. Teringatkan dirimu. Terimbas kembali kenangan lalu, alangkah indahnya bersamamu. Mengalir airmataku menemani malam sepiku. Ku rindu saat bersamamu. Sukarnya untukku melupakan mu. Dahulu engkau berikan cinta. Mengapa kini engkau berubah? Manakah janji akan setia menanti? Jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta katakan saja aku tak kisah. Dari kau terus membuat ku menunggu. Tak ku sangka, tak ku duga. Perpisahan yang akan melanda. Dah ku cuba pertahankan. Namun dirimu pergi jua. Cintamu bagaikan rembulan yang hadir bila malam menjelang. Kau hilang bila siang mendatang. Begitulah sikapmu oh sayang. Kau lontar cintaku di tepian. Ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan. Dipukul gelombang keresahan.


If you ever read this, honestly speaking I still love you. How is it even possiblefor me to overcome this moment after 10 months. A new date don't do me any better. Hmph... Can I have a chance to talk to you? At least once. I miss you like crazy. I miss the smile on your face, your laughter, the way you call me sayang and many more. Losing you means a lot to me. Why must all this happen? I wish I could turn back time. I can't help it but to cry every night. How I wish I could erase all those memories. I treasure the times when I'm with you. Haix... Still remember the time when you first hold my hand and your warmth hug make me feel safe, loved and comfortable. I want you back. I reakky do.