DEEP INSIDE

Standing on the beach
Sand between my toes
What lies in my future?
Who will come and go?
The sun beams down upon me,
As i raise my head and look
At the vast ocean before me,
It's size, which i mistook.
I feel so insignificant,
compared to this great expanse.
What difference can i make?
Will i even be given a chance?
I realise then while standing there.
that all i have to do, is to listen to my heart,And it will pull me through.
For strength and inspiration
Are not material things,
They come from deep inside of you,
they give your soul its wings.
So whenever you're in doubt,
and you begin to stray,
take a look down deep inside,
And answer will come your way.
If you only believe in yourself,
you can make your dreams come true
For no one else can do it,
The power must come from you...

yea yea....

2 more weeks to the prelims sey...argh!!!scared scared.but nvrmnd i'll do my very best to get what i want and make people proud of me.hehe...now i have a new havit.that is to drink red bull early in the morning.and i'll get really happy and giler in school.i eat a lot nowadays.i'm gaining weight again.oh no no...got to diet again to get back into shape.but he says that it's okae for me to gain weight.kae kae...i lurve u so i'll listen to you kae....i really think that my mum knows about me n him.mcm ner nie????shld i tell him or not that my mum knows.bt how did my mum know about it.ish ish ish.impossible lah seh....relax relax.tkmo kecoh kecoh.now what shld i talk about?oh ya.thanx for hafiz for the him.thanx buddy....to my classmates study hard people.we can do it...lets go for it!!!!!

i miss u and i love u!!!!

real boyfriend

When she stares at your mouthKiss herWhen she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls awayPull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start cryingJust hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walkingSneak up and hug her waist from behind <3When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laughWhen she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she doesWhen she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

sorry...

i'm so sorry bby...i promise that i won't hurt u.u wasn't there when i need someone to talk to.so that's wat i did...it's getting from bad to worst.it's affecting me badly.i failed my social studies.i'm so sad.but it's okae.i know that i've tried my very best.i'll do harder for my upcoming test.i'm sorry for disturbing u during work...i lurve u!muackz!!!

i promise u that:

- i won't hurt

- i will always be there for for

- i'll always lurve

- u're the only one

- i'll treasure you

- and a lot more

*sobs*

cry cry cry.that's all i can do...i'm so sad over u.is smethng wrong? can u tell me wats on ur mind....i'm sad sad sad.i'm so sorry if i hurt u.bt i dun mean it.the older post kn, i'm not refering to u...if u think i'm talking about u then i'm sorry...i want to talk tou.i need to talk to u.i need smeone to talk to at this moment.pls b....talk to me...i beg u...i'm always crying over the past 5 days....pls....i miss u.....B!!!!!pls pls pls pls pls ls....