i cannot tahan already!!!!

who does he thnk i am?i've got a lot of stuff to do.i'm unable to manage the problems in sch, at home and many more...how am i able to?i feel like screaming out loud sey...i feel like running away from home too.

*sobs* i just wish that my baby is rite by my side right now.i really need u.but i understand that u're busy.what should i do right now?some1 help!am i that bad?am i that useless?do i really deserve this...?i wanna live a life like the other teenagers do.have fun with friends, study together and stuff.i'm a normal teenager.u cannot always ask me not to do this and that.i have the right to make a choice of mine.doesn't he have the brain.i just come back from school everyday and he's there trying his best to spot my wrongdoings.why?pls tell me why?why do you damp me so much...u're the one who spoiled me.think back lah sey and fuck off! i'm sick and tired of u! why must i face u everyday....!

i really don't know what to do in my life.but the important thing i must keep my promise that i've made with my bby and do my best and i will always be with my bby....i promise dear...