i miss updating my blog

i have been qiute busy lately.with school n suff.as u guys noe o levels are just around the corner.study study study....hehe...as if...tmrrw gg out with galfriends.can't wait but i have to bring my sister along.like wat the heck lah seyh.hmm....and on wednesday i got a date..argh!!!!so so happy lah seyh.actually it is suppose to be on last thurs but he needs to work..kind of sad but i have to understand his work an....tkpe lah....btw i love u so much n i miss u....

i miss you babylove!!!

ouh my....i miss u so badly.i wanna u to be here right by my side right now.i wanna hug u tightly, talk to u, hold ur hand, look into ur eyes and many more.if possible i want to be with you every second of my life seyh.every second i think of u.wondering wat are u doing, have u eaten and many more.u never failed to put  a smile on my face.u make my day...it's like i can't live without u.i want u to keep ur promise.i'll give u ur birthday present when i meet u.don't forget my ring with our names on it for our birthday.the places i want to go with u are sentose, vivo city, eat at bedok corner.....hmmm...can't wait.....


I MISS YOU BADLY!!!!


I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!!! 

i'm freaking sad

i dunno y must ppl come my way when i juz wanna be happy.cn i juz like live my on life?i wanna go far far away frm them right.i had enough n i dun thnk i can take it anymore.it's really tough for me to go through all this.wat makes them thnk i can't have a bf at my current age.i can take care of myself.have they receive any news that i'm pregnant or smethng.pls lah.no rite!!!!!!!!i'm so sick of all this.i love him means i love him.3 years n u xpect us to lyke wat break up.NO WAY!no one cn do us apart.dun jugde the book by it's cover lah seyh.fuck lah...i'm so luck to have him by my side.at least i have smeone to talk to.u wan me to change u go ahead n change first then i will.if not dream on...i'm glad that he called mym um.bt i still dun understand y my dad still want to make it a big deal.i've had enough.stop all this.i wan to grow fast.i want to end all this stuff.i really want it to end.

this is part of the conversation.after 10 and a half months of waiting we are finally together.om my....can't even describe how happy i am.yesterday then i realise how much i still love him.seriously i'm not lying.this is for you my dear.....

i hate the fucking bitches!!!!

what the fuck.u did smthing n u dun hve the initiative to apologise ke pe sia.fuck uh!!!grow up lah people.u're gonna graduate soon.so treasure the friendships lah.come on....i dunno wat are they thnking abt sia.like pls lah.why did u cry in the first.isn't it to prove that u're not guilty of doing it.fuck off!peoplen oe u bitch.u got nowhere to run lah sial!stop insulting people.u are no better than anyone else.GROW UP BITCHES!!!! THIS POST GOES TO MARISSA N HAZIQAH

`Zarifah here updating

Oh hello there people ! In case you don't know. This is not Nazira. Zarifah here turh update Nazira's blog for her. As you can see, her blog is dead. Hahah ! Zarifah turh th' rescue. Okay, so Nazira told me that I want turh update her blog or change th' blogskin or whatevearr just do. Awesome right? Hahah. Eventho I have my own blog, I kinda like updating for others. So, hahah. Whatevearr Zarifah. Okay Nazira, I update already. Next time I change th' blogskin. Now it's late. I have turh sleep. Goodnights ! <3


I love Nazira ! She's a great friend/ sister ! Cheer up okay pretty head. You deserve someone who appreciates you. And turh that guy, Nazira really loves you yknow. Eventho we as her friends told her many times turh forget about you and move on, cause we don't want turh see her sad, she keeps on waiting for you. She may say that she's over you now. But soon, she will start saying that she misses you and she still love you. I know cause I've heard it tons of times. So, if you really have a heart, please don't cheat other people's feelings. If you don't love them, th' least you can do is turh tell them th' truth. Don't be a coward ayye.


Till here ! Chalo ! <3

I miss you

Malam ku tidur tak lena. Teringatkan dirimu. Terimbas kembali kenangan lalu, alangkah indahnya bersamamu. Mengalir airmataku menemani malam sepiku. Ku rindu saat bersamamu. Sukarnya untukku melupakan mu. Dahulu engkau berikan cinta. Mengapa kini engkau berubah? Manakah janji akan setia menanti? Jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta katakan saja aku tak kisah. Dari kau terus membuat ku menunggu. Tak ku sangka, tak ku duga. Perpisahan yang akan melanda. Dah ku cuba pertahankan. Namun dirimu pergi jua. Cintamu bagaikan rembulan yang hadir bila malam menjelang. Kau hilang bila siang mendatang. Begitulah sikapmu oh sayang. Kau lontar cintaku di tepian. Ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan. Dipukul gelombang keresahan.


If you ever read this, honestly speaking I still love you. How is it even possiblefor me to overcome this moment after 10 months. A new date don't do me any better. Hmph... Can I have a chance to talk to you? At least once. I miss you like crazy. I miss the smile on your face, your laughter, the way you call me sayang and many more. Losing you means a lot to me. Why must all this happen? I wish I could turn back time. I can't help it but to cry every night. How I wish I could erase all those memories. I treasure the times when I'm with you. Haix... Still remember the time when you first hold my hand and your warmth hug make me feel safe, loved and comfortable. I want you back. I reakky do.